The Process is yours to accept..trust it..endure it..sigh..humility..That last one though..

You have it all figured out at this point don't you? How to input the proper steps thru information learned. Just plug 'THE' solution into said problem annnd..WTF!?!? Why is this happening.. What do you mean I can't type it into the search engine that knows ALL? That's not fair! How did "they" do it?.."They" didn't tell me to go that route/or it was going to be that hard(I've realized they and "I heard" is used so many times when asking someone to explain their own thoughts in general). Family and friends along the way helped me focus.. most times requiring me to pay attention and E-n-d-u-r-e...

The Fear(s) in you..deal with them or they'll be ...WAITING..

Fear is a healthy emotion in some regards. Displaying fear is something I've never grown accustomed too. "Never let'em see you sweat" was a motto I first heard in a commercial from my youth, and as a young man It became a whisper in my ear as challenges arose and disappeared. The fear emotion allows you to respect whatever/whomever the situation is pertaining too. The 'yipps'..butterflies even 'bubble guts' are all signs. The names may change but the emotion you're feeling is the same. Agonizing about why. You get upset for allowing more emotion to show than you wanted. Breathe.. My guy! You're human after all..

I packaged this up real nice 4 you all..

I've realized what makes people in Today's Tomorrowland move. The "packaging" or the package itself shall I say. Knowledge and information comes from everyone and anywhere. People, places and things may verbalize it. While we tend to learn from inanimate objects. I've drinketh from plenty cups(plural) of said Kool-Aid as I was infatuated, in respect to the 'packaging.'
Obviously the term 'packaging' is used as a metaphor for this post. The outside wrapping of the package may be physically/mentally appealing, OR for the sake of argument, may not be palatable at all . We all get caught watching a train wreck because of the fascination with packaging at times...